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October 17th, 2006

09:25 pm I'm an official ontarian. I exchanged my Quebec driver's license for an Ontario one yesterday. I now live in Ontario permanently (well, meaning my permanent residence is in Ontario), have my health card from Ontario and now driver's license from Ontario. I will receive my card in about 3 weeks. Can't wait to see the new picture. My friend asked me if I was going to call myself a franco-ontarian... haha no way Jose! I'm a quebecoise tabashlack! p.s. I think I'll miss my SpongeBob tshirt picture I had on my QC license.... boohoo Current Location: Home, on couch #1 Current Mood: sweepy Current Music: Mood music on "Dog Bounty Hunter" on TV

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September 11th, 2006

03:08 pm - Teehee! How I love to read the newspaper at work and have a personal scanner... I have the feeling that our weetle Belinda's happy.... and look at the open shirt. Tsk tsk. You think she stands a chance??? And, do you think that Angelina still thinks that Brad is hot after seeing this picture???? LMAO Fun paper today :P Current Location: Work... Current Mood: blah Current Music: Nuffin'

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September 7th, 2006

05:15 pm - Funny.... love the last sentence... L'OSTIE D'GOUVERNEMENT... VOICI UNE LETTRE REÇUE AU BUREAU DES PLAINTES DE STEPHEN HARPER À OTTAWA. CHER PREMIER MINISTRE , JE SUIS ENTRAIN DE RENOUVELER MON PASSEPORT ET JE N'EN REVIENS PAS ENCORE. COMMENT SE FAIT-IL QUE RADIO SHACK A MON ADRESSE ET TÉLÉPHONE ET SAIT QUE J'AI ACHETÉ UN CÂBLE CHEZ EUX, UN CÂBLE POUR MA TÉLÉ EN 1997 ET QUE VOUS, LE GOUVERNEMENT FÉDÉRAL, ME DEMANDEZ ENCORE OÙ JE SUIS NÉ ET À QUELLE DATE ? TABARNAC DE CALICE D'OSTIE DE CIBOIRE, FAITES VOUS LES PASSEPORT À LA MITAINE ? MA DATE DE NAISSANCE, VOUS L'AVEZ SUR MA CARTE D'ASSURANCE SOCIALE, SUR TOUTES LES OSTIES DE DÉCLARATIONS D'IMPÔT QUE JE VOUS FAIS DEPUIS 30 ANS, SUR MA CARTE D'ASSURANCE-MALADIE, SUR MON PERMIS CONDUIRE, SUR LES HUIT SACRAMENTS DE PASSEPORTS QUE J'AI EUS AVANT, SUR TOUTES LES PETITES CRISSE DE CARTES D'EMBARQUEMENT QUE J'AI REMPLIES AVANT DE PRENDRE L'AVION DEPUIS 30 ANS ET SUR TOUS LES CIBOIRES DE RECENSEMENTS QUE VOUS FAITES AVANT LES CALVAIRES D'ÉLECTIONS. QUELQU'UN PEUT -TU LE PRENDRE EN NOTE UNE FOIS POUR TOUTES, OSTIE DE CRISSE ? MA MÈRE S'APPELLE CÉCILE, MON PÈRE ROBERT, ET ÇA M'ÉTONNERAIT QUE ÇA CHANGE D'ICI À CE QUE JE CRÈVE ! CALICE ! EXCUSEZ-MOI, MR. LE PREMIER MINISTRE, MAIS CHU POMPÉ EN CRISSE À MATIN. ENTRE VOUS PIS MOÉ, ÇA VA FAIRE, OSTIE ! VOUS M'ENVOYER LA DEMANDE CHEZ MOI ET PIS VOUS ME DEMANDER MON ADRESSE. TABARNAC D'OSTIE, AVEZ VOUS UNE GANG DE MONGOL À VOTRE SERVICE ! REGARDEZ MA PHOTO OSTIE, J'AI TU L'AIR DE BEN LADEN, CALICE ? JE NE VEUX PAS ALLER DÉTERRER YASSER ARAFAT, CIBOIRE, JE VEUX JUSTE ALLER ME CHAUFFER LE CUL AU SOLEIL, TABARNAC. PIS QU'EST-CE QUE ÇA PEUT BEN VOUS CALISSER QUE JE VISITE UNE FERME DANS LES 15 PROCHAIN JOURS ? SI JAMAIS L'ENVIE D'ENCULER UNE CHÈVRE OU DE FRENCHER UNE OSTIE POULE ME PREND, SOYEZ CERTAIN QUE JE LE DIRAI À PERSONNE, CALICE. LÀ DESSUS JE DOIS VOUS LAISSER PARCE QUE JE DOIS ALLER OBTENIR UNE AUTRE OSTIE D'COPIE DE CERTIFICAT DE NAISSANCE À L'AUTRE BOUT D' LA VILLE. CALICE, C'EST TU TROP COMPLIQUÉ D'AVOIR TOUT LES OSTIES D'SERVICE AU MÊME ENDROIT POUR FACILITER LA LIVRAISON D'UN NOUVEAU PASSEPORT LE MÊME JOUR. BEN NON, CALICE, VOUS AIMEZ MIEUX QU'ON COURS AUX QUATRE COINS D'LA VILLE COMME DES OSTIES POULES PAS D'TÊTE, PIS EN PLUSSE FAUT TROUVER UN OSTIE D'BOZO POUR QU'IL CONFIRME QUE C'EST BEN MOÉ SUR L'OSTIE PHOTO D'PASSEPORT OÙ ON A PAS LE DROIT DE SOURIRE, J'COMPRENDS CALICE, QU'ON SOURISSE PAS, ON EST EN TABARNAC ! AWEILLE LÂCHEZ PAS, CALICE, ON EST CAPABLE D'EN PRENDRE, CIBOIRE, ON AIME TELLEMENT ÇA QU'ON VA R'VOTER POUR VOUS R'METRRE AU POUVOIR MR. LE PREMIER MINISTRE. SOYEZ ASSURÉ D'MON VOTE...... OSTIE D'GOUVERNEMENT CONSERVATIF À MARDE Current Location: Home Current Mood: giggly Current Music: TV commercial music

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June 27th, 2006

09:19 pm - Lasagna BQ = Saturday July 8th Hewo fellowes (add english accent here), You are invited to the lasagnaBQ of Chris and Steph at their west end residence. What? See, as we don't have a BBQ like Julie's, we can only make so much of a food gathering. So we decided we'd do lasagna, as people usually like it. We don't promise that we're great cooks (no onions in the lasagna) so at least make sure you bring your own drinks and snacks and desserts if you want to not starve in case there's a fire in the kitchen.... :) When? July 8th, which is a Saturday, and the lasagna will go in at 4pm so there should be one ready at 5-ish. So show up anytime after 4 and yippee-dee-doo-da. We were thinking of playing games likes naked twister, but then decided against it, so we're asking you to contribute to the games galore we're hoping to have. Invitees: A few of Chris' friends; 3 of my friends from HS (Marie, Gen, Gab) Julie, Vero, Lynne (sorry, you'll always be in a trio) Vero's BF if he wants to come, So we'll be at least 10 peeps in total. REALLY HOPING TO SEE YOU THEN, although no really strong liquidy jello shots will be served... sorry! :P Current Location: Home sweet home.... Alabama! sorry it's stuck in my head... Current Mood: giddy Current Music: Racing car sounds from the PS2 that Chris is playing... Tags: lasagnabq

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April 25th, 2006

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April 19th, 2006

02:09 pm - Sad news This is my friend Anne-Lucie, we went to high school together. I just learned that she died last Friday. If you've been reading newspapers or watching the news, then you'll remember the "mysterious death in Gatineau". Well, that was her. She had an autopsy yesterday and apparently they haven't found anything specific yet (that I know of). I know certain details and it wouldn't be appropriate of me to disclose them here, but it is a very sad loss. She was funny, loveable, always dancing and singing kind of girl, she was talented, she drew great art and she was a great friend. It's weird to use her name with the past tense now. Last time I saw her was in June of 2003. We weren't extra close in the last 2 years of high school, but we always were friends since I was 12. I learned the news from a friend who got called by a friend... and it has come to our minds that it will be the first time we're all reunited when we're going to go to her funeral. It's not my best idea of a reunion. She was 19. I wish she would have died of old age, and not like that. We'll all miss her terribly and she'll always be in our thoughts and hearts. Repose en paix Anne-Lue. On t'aime gros. Stephanie Current Location: Work Current Mood: melancholy Current Music: The Bear 106.9

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December 7th, 2005

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10:28 pm - HAHAHAHHAHA Naughty me!!!!! Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Tuesday I saved a busload of nuns in Angola (326 points). Last Saturday me_myself_and_i and I donated clothes to the needy (11 points). In April I committed genocide... Sorry about that, _totaleclipse (-5000 points). Last month I turned peterpupkin in for farting in church (3 points). Last Thursday I gave change to a homeless guy (19 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-4641 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking! Sincerely, aerya Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username:

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09:36 pm - No! I've been tagged! D'oh! Hehe, thanks MJ for tagging me! I've never been tagged before, yay! List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your Livejournal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to. If you feel so inclined, upload them so others can enjoy/mock you. Although it's songs I'm into right now, I haven't listened to music in a major while, so I can't really answer. So I'll just list songs that are *sometimes annoyingly stuck* playing in my head often, or even Chris singing them or playing them on his computer. 1. Evil to the People - Necrotronic 2. Tragedy - Bee Gees 3. We Didn't Start the Fire - Billy Joel (HAHA! http://home.uchicago.edu/~yli5/Flash/Fire.html ) 4. Clocks - Coldplay 5. Kiss from a rose - Seal 6. Traffic Lights - Monty Python 7. Here comes another one - Monty Python Not gonna tag anyone though, as we all pretty much have the same friends, and I admit it, nobody reads my LJ. Oh well.. Gotta get back to my oh so wonderful Socrates, Plato and Aristotle studying. Yay! Current Mood: giggly Current Music: I like Chinese - Monty Python

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November 20th, 2005

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November 7th, 2005

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October 16th, 2005

04:31 pm - HAHA ! The Metal-Head condom!! While anyone can be crazy you enjoy the taboo parts of sex. You have a naturally rebelious personality which equate into sex exploration. This may not be evident outside the bedroom, the you comes out when the lights go off and the door closes behind you. Your might even think the more the merrier! Best Position: Anal Condoms!! what is your kind of condom AND what does it mean?( with pics not dirty sheesh!) brought to you by Quizilla Metal-head ? Is this normal that I didn't know they existed ? hehe Current Mood: giddy Current Music: Mr. A-Z - Did you get my message

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October 12th, 2005

05:08 pm - Meh. The big 2-0 has come and I don't feel any different. Woohoo, I'm 20. Current Mood: sleepy

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September 14th, 2005

01:51 pm - Add this I just learned that I'm being fired by the firm. This day royally sucks. Current Mood: pissed off

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11:39 am - Hello Yup. Still alive and kickin' it. Well, not so much... I'm sick. I've got the flu. Right now, I'm sitting on my bed with my laptop (kitties are sleeping, exactly what I should be doing) and I'm sniffing and coughing like, like.. like I don't know what sniffs and coughs like me. I just know that I'm sick because I was so stressed because of losing my job and looking for a new one in so little time and then not getting enough ZzzZz's, I just had to catch whatever is 'hot' this season. I missed work on Monday and yesterday AM, and last night my voice abandonned me (no I'm not mute, my voic is just cracked) and my cough got wayyyyyyyy deeper and I can't stop coughing now. A couple days ago it was the sniffing and sneezing, I used more than 2 boxes of kleenex, and managed to still go grocery shopping. Urgh. My ears are blocked, I can't hear well, I sneeze and sniff, I can't speak properly and my brain is numb. I got class tonight. HahahhahHHahahAHa. Yeah. And tomorrow too. Meh. I like class this year. I've got two great classes (well, at least one, the one for tonight is the first lecture) and they're relatively easy. I just have to tell myself to do my readings a weetle bit more often and start doing my 15-20 pages essay a weetle bit earlier than the last week of March when the essay is due. Yesterday, I realized, well, I more than realized it, it hit me right in the face, that we're broke. I owe $9500 to my credit line (tuition), $600 to Visa, I've got 100 buckaroos in my chequing account and that's it. Oh did I mention how I've got a $150 bill for cable TV and $120 for my cellphone ? And also, rent ($429.50) plus paying off some Visa.. and hopefully some credit line. And then there's the Ikea credit card bill which has got about $1600 on it. And we still went to the store the other night and we still need tons of stuff like curtains (a hundred dollars each, for 4 windows), and Chris wants a Poang chair ($150) and we want to have an Expedit bookcase ($150) in the living room. Being broke sucks. And then, last weekend, I went to my Mom's place with my Dad and we packed about 7 boxes of my stuff and brought them over to my apartment. Urgh! I've accumulated so much stuff in my youth ! (By the way, I'm turning 20 in less than a month. Surprise party is in order. I'm not planning anything. Pleaseeee) And now I have to sort through all of it, throw a bunch away, give a bunch away, sell a few random things and keep as less as possible. Well, you know me, or not, it doesn't matter, but I'm a packrat. I've still got all my JTT and BSB and Nsync and Hanson posters and books and calendars that I had accumulated throughout the years. I threw most of it away, it was heartbreaking. Also. I'm fat. I'm a whale. That's what I like to call myself. I've gained I don't kow how many pounds in like 3 months and I have no idea why. And now, I want to go to the gym and exercize. But then I'm broke ! Can't pay for the membership ! And I'm too tired, and I'm lazy and I don't have the time. It sucks. But I hate being fat. I hate it. I am going to eventually fit into the clothes that were too big for me in May I promise. Oh. Yeah. I never told you about my new job. I got it through an agency. I'm getting paid $14.50 an hour, which is nice, and I work 9-5. I'm a receptionnist/switchboard/legal assistant in a "prestigious" law firm downtown. And I do mean downtown. I'm really happy I got that job because Chris works a block away and we can eat lunch together everyday at world exchange and then we take the bus home at 5 and it's like we see eachother all the time :) The job is kind of boring though, answering the phone, lots and lots of filing, faxing and some typing. I'm tired now. My shoulder hurts and my nose has started to be annoying again. One last thing before I go. Chris and I are going to Toronto this weekend ! (Did I tell you that my wallet is anorexic ?) I wanted to go see Jack Johnson at the Molson Amphitheatre on Saturday, but the show was sold out, but then I bought some tickets ($100 total) from someone that couldn't go anymore and then I reserved an hostel room downtown T.O. ($70) and we're carpooling ($120 total) with some people for the ride there. We're leaving at 7am on Sat and returning in the evening on Sunday. Ouch for the wallet but fine with my idea of going to Toronto for the first time with my boyfriend to see an amazing concert :) I know you're all jealous... oh well, think about it this way : you don't want to be as broke as I am. Also, I've got the exTREMEly hUge craving for shopping. I know that they have amazing shops and boutiques downtown (where we're going to be staying (Jarvis and Dundas)) and I'm sure some of you (MEG!) know little bijou's that I shouldn't miss for the world even to max out my credit card. PLEASE MAKE SUGGESTIONS ! I WANT TO SHOOOOP TIL I DROP. Or until Chris drags me home... teehee Good day yall, me going to sneeze in 1 2 3 !!!!! Current Mood: sick Current Music: Air conditionner and air purifier on full blast...

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August 18th, 2005

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August 13th, 2005

10:35 pm - Whoo ! Long time no writin' Helllllo everyone ! I'm still alive and well. Thought that a few of you would mayyybe want a wittle update on what's been going on with me in the last 5 months ! lol Let's try to make some sense and order out of that time... Juuust finished my summer class this week, I'm exhausted, tired of writing essays, happy to have 3 friggin' weeks of summer without classes, deserved time to crash at home on Tuesday and Thursday evenings instead of in class falling asleep. I failed a class last semester (Winter) because I had forgotten to write an essay, which made my work incomplete, which automatically gave me an F. When did this start ? I had never heard of that before until then ! Can't they just give me a grade of 0 for that essay and then add up my stuff ? I still did the 3 other essays including the final one and I also did the midterm.. Grrr. I'm not happy about that. I'm gonna have to take another class to make up for it, dammit. Me Owww. I've been working full-time since the first of May. Well, kinda. I'm having SOOOO much trouble showing up to work. I'm tired, I want to stay home, I want to enjoy summer and go outside, I want to spend time with Chris when he's got days off. I'm just not used to 8 to 4 days at work. I used to work afternoons or mid-days when I was going to school during the day, but since summer started, I'm supposed to work full-time, which "makes baby jesus cry" like Julie would say. I need sleep more than anything and I'm missing it quite a lot. Chris comes home in the wee hours of the night/morning (2 am) and it wakes me up, which screws up my sleeping pattern. I'm fine showing up at work at 10am, but then I'm supposed to sta until 6pm to make an 8 hour day. Bullshit. I'm done at 4 people ! I'm outtie. But then I end up not being paid for the hours that I don't work, because I'm a "student" which means that I don't get benefits or vacation, and then I can't really take days off when I'm sick or really exhausted, but I still do, but then I make less money than I'm supposed to get. Oh well, I'm trying my best. Work sucks. Nothing to do, I spend my entire days online or reading the papers. No-thing to do. At all. Which doesn't motivate me at all to show up to work. I'm looking for another job, full-time trying to get higher in the scale of administrative workers, maybe getting a raise. I'm only going to school part-time from this semester on until I'm done with my bachelor. I just realized that I can't go through a regular 5 classes each semester and pass them all. I'm only taking 2 classes a semester from now on, on evenings only, which means that I can still work full-time and make a living while getting my degree. I'm graduating May 2008 if everything goes well. Alright, let's move on to the happy stuff. Chris and I are still going strong. I pretty much moved in his place the day we met (March 10th by the way, same day a year later that Julie and Aidan met hehe). I went to my place about 4 times in 3 months. My laptop was broken, so I couldn't go online anymore besides sometimes at Chris' place and school. I moved out of my Russell Ave apartment at the end of April, I moved in my Laurier East apartment then. I stayed there until the end of June. I miss living downtown. Oh well. Chris and I moved into a new apartment in front of Bayshore Shopping Centre, a huge 2 bedroom apartment, hydro, heat, water included, cheap rent, recreation centre with pool and gym close by, and of course ! the shopping centre. haha you know me ! and Chris does too, exactly why he's watching my credit card use hehe We just love our new apartment, we love living together even more since everything we own is in one apartment and we both have our own keys and such. It's awesome. Also that we used to live in his tiny bachelor room and now we've got a huge 2 bedroom with dining room and kitchen and living room and tons of storage. On another note, we just got a new kitty :) He's extremely cute and lively. He jumps around and plays with every single thing he can find and plays with Nibbler's tail all the time. Nibbler is Chris' cat. He's awesome too. Love them both to bits. I'm not having a lot of free time, I don't really go out besides grocery shopping or random movie going. I wish I was going out more and seeing friends more. I don't really know what to say anymore, besides that I'm really happy with Chris, we're doing good, we do need to spend more time together (damn McDonald's job that makes him work random hours at night and day) and I need to get my act together with work and money matters. I'll write more soon I guess. I don't like to leave you without a word from me in 5 months lol I love you guys ! TTYL or drop me a line at my email or here as a comment. Chris says hi ! Bye Bye Steph Current Mood: tired Current Music: Law and Order : Trial by Jury on TV

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March 15th, 2005

12:55 pm - Hey hey :P I'm at work. I have 21 minutes left for my lunch hour. Thought I'd give yall a weetle shout out. I'm extremely tired, went to bed at around 2am, woke up at 6:30.. yuck. But I stopped at Loblaws before work to get a salad for lunch and strawberries and pineapple pieces for breakfast. That's what I've been eating for two days lol oh and yesterday for supper, I ate a can of peaches and cream corn. hehehe fun fun. But yup, all together I'm happy. humm what am I forgetting to add here ??? humm.. :D kidding. I've got a new boyfriend. Yup, you read right. We started talking online on last Monday (of last week) and we met in person on Thursday night, and I've spent every night at his place since then. No naughty thinking here people, I had my period lol but not yesterday !!! mwahahahhaa He's such a sweetie, cute, funny, he pays for everything and holds doors for me and he's taking me out on Friday and I'm going to his nephew's baptism on Sunday.... where I'll meet his entire family lol talk about meeting them so soon lol OK OK, I feel the questions coming up, so here's a wee bit more details. He's 22, going to Algonquin in Computer Engineering Technology (yes, he's a geek. a major one too lol, but it's so cute, and I am one in a way too hehe) and hopefully (if he's got good grades) he's graduating in May, he lives in a bachelor in Tunney's Pasture, he's 6'2" (huge lol), brown eyes, light brown spikey hair, he's got 3 piercings, upper part of left ear, left nipple (haha) and hummm some other place. He's got a cat named Nibbler, whom we call Nibby or Nibbly or "get outta my way/stop clawing my leg !!!" lmao and he's a kissing monster. I've been attacked by the kissing machine lol but yeah. that was the little more details I'm willing to give out. Other thing. Me still miss Andrew a lot. Mucho mucho. But I feel like I'm on the verge of it, they're two different kinds of persons and I like them both a lot. So I do miss Andrew and get emotional and watch his new pictures on his online photo album and want to see him. But I can't. He's not here. He won't come back. Which makes me sad. But OK in another way. :s Oddly, I feel extremely comfortable around Chris. oh, yeah his name is Christopher hehe. I don't care if my hair is all messed up or if my shirt is all wrinkley or if my clothes don't match. And we goof around all the time, being silly and stupid, which is awesome. But I'm kind of startled by it, by the fact that I've only known him for less than a week, spent 5 days with him and I'm feeling extremely comfortable and we're already talking about future plans. which is CRAZAY. and this week I'm gonna be moving a couple things from my place to his, personal care things like hairdryer, toothbrush, some clothes, some favourite food, movies, books, whatever. And I'm always soooooooo on the verge of saying that I love him, which is extremely too fast and stupid cause I don't even know him well enough to say that. But I've been kind of thinking about things lately, like having a family, career building, being stable, settled somewhere. And Chris has made me feel so at ease with it and my mom asked me if it was love at first sight, and I didn't know what to say. Cause yes, it did click, a lot. But what IS love at first sight anyways ? How can you know ? And, first of all, do I believe in it ? or do you have to live it to believe it ? It totally freaks me out to know that I feel as if I'm all good, I've found my man, we're gonna move in together, get married, have kids, grow old together. He'd be such a cool dad. sigh. I'm all confused and questionning things that normally wouldn't even be important. Tonight I'm cleaning up my apartment and getting the garbage outside and organising my gardrobe. It's going to be the first night I'll be spending at my apartment since I met him. Unless he comes over lol which is very possible. I mish him already. And I saw him last at 8am today, a couple hours ago. tss. and we've been messaging on our cellphones all day too lol ok enough talking ahhhhhhh ! No ! I forgot to tell you, wait ! I'm moving !!!!!!!!! I'm moving end of April/first of May !!!! Only one month and a half more until I move !!! yippeeee ! I'm gonna be living 3 houses left of Laurier Video, which is owned by my landlords hehe I'm soooo happy. I'm gonna be saving more than 100$ a month on rent and living with 4 other girls, suuuper close to school and buses just in front of my door, a huge room, my own furniture... sigh. can't wait ! I paid my deposit yesterday, so it's all miiiiiine. anyways, if you want more info, email me, comment, call me or message me on MSN if I'm online and I'll be more than happy to talk about it with you. and Vero, on doit se voir lalalalala, ca fait trop longtemps qu'on dit qu'on va se voir ! 4 weeks of classes left !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then 3 exams + 1 take-home. yuck. lol Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Nirvana - Smells Like Teen Spirit

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March 5th, 2005

08:17 pm - Time for an update I think I only make updates on here when I can't stand piling up all I want to say and then having to write 3000 words lol So yeah I weetle update is in order here. First thing that comes to my mind right now is Andrew. It's because "Lonely No More" by Rob Thomas is playing on the radio and it's exactly how I feel about Andrew. I've been missing him a lot lately. I've been to places we used to go together and things we had planned to do came back in my mind. I also went to Phase 2 on Bank St. about 2 weeks ago. And it was TORTURE. I took the bus allll the way on friggin long bank st. What was the torture part you ask ? Well, 1. I was in a new bus, like the one we rode when we wanted to go to Mud Oven and couldn't go because it was going to close, and it was the grey cup and we walked forever on Bank St and talked about funny people that were dressed up and cool stores on the way back downtown, and I just hated to remember all the good times. In a way I like to, because it means that I concentrate on the positive and remember good things, but the other way, I miss it terribly and I almost started crying in the bus. I talked to Chris, the guy who I didn't want to go out with anymore. I told him I just wanted to be friends. He was fine with it. But he still wants to "get it on" with me because he hasn't had it for months. Pwahahhaha as if I'm gonna do it with him because of pity ! I don't friggin care about that, he just had to sleep with me when we still were "going out" (in a way). I'm practically not even talking to him anymore. Kinda feels bad but I'm happy mwahahah Work is busy, won't bother you with details but let's just say that the program I'm working for is being shut down because of the budget and a bunch of people are losing their jobs and I'm not. I'm gonna be working full time during the summer and have a raise and they're transfering me to another program :) I love my paychecks ! Talking about money, I'm gonna be moving end of April. I found a place but I'm still not sure about some details so it's not official yet and we haven't signed anything yet. The place is 3 houses left of Laurier video, between Sweetland and Nelson. It's awesome and so close. I can eat subway everyday and pizza too and aaaaah it's gonna be awesome ! :D School sucks. I hate it. Wanna drop my classes. But I won't. I need help to kick my ass. And make me study. When is St-Patrick's day again ? I wanna go to Darcy's again this year. Last year was awesome. :D Anybody want to come with ? Went to On Tap for the first time last weekend. It was extremely great, I had the time of my life. I went with new friends of mine so I could act like I wanted hehe Sexually, (PLEASE SKIP IF YOU DON'T WANNA KNOW), I've been exploring quite a bit on a different side of my taste/preferences and whatnot. So far it's been great and a lot of questions are in order. But I'm doing great and couldn't be happier :) Got my eyebrows and legs waxed yesterday. OUCH ! I usually get my eyebrows done but yesterday I was being tired of shaving my legs (had not done it for at LEAST a month) and I'd never waxed them before. So there ya go, strip my legs ! It was kinda weird, didn't hurt too bad. And then she did my eyebrows and it hurt so much more than my legs lol it was cool. And then I went to the Hair Loft and got a new haircut. Not too fond of it, tried to fix it, still not short enough. I look like a boy. Like the Beatles' haircut they had back then, black straight bob shapped. :S I'm gonna get it fixed this week. I hope. I bought a ticket to see SoulDecision at Barrymore's on March 29th !!!! Can't wait ! I still love them. And I had a dream with Trevor last night lol But I find it sooooo hilarious that they're going to Barrymore's...... I mean, whuh ??? LOL It's gonna be funny. Maybe I'll get a chance to flirt with them hahahaha.... I don't know if I'm actually kidding here lmao whatever ! OH MY GOSH ! I totally forgot to tell you about my new toy !!!!!!!! :D Its name is Big Bob :P And it's blue and it's the weirdest thing EVER ! I had a regular one that Andrew bought me for my Bday last year for about 40$, but sinc the paint is coming off rather a lot, I wanted to buy a new one. (NOTE: If you still haven't figured out what I'm talking about, forget it lol) and I knew about the one they talked about on Sex and the City: the Rabbit ! So I went to the special store hehe and I compared them all and decided that I had to go with quality and versatility so I bought the real one, not an imitation, the real expensive thing. 175$ of fun. mwahahahha it's like you have a machine in there lol anyway... too much information I know I know lol oh well, if you're curious.. or if you want to buy one for yourself and need advice, I know lots of stuff, you can ask me anything, you girls know that lol ;) I've been sick on and off for the last 2 weeks. Feeling good one day, feeling crappy the other, sweating followed by freezing cold shivers and coughing and headaches... :S I think I'll be alright though. I'm going to a kegger party tonight, it's gonna be awesome. Love my new friends ! hehe Gonna go take a shower and try to fix that hair into a nice shape for tonight lol ttyl ! _________________________ Lyrics time ! Now it seems to me That you know just what to say But words are only words Can you show me something else Can you swear to me that you'll always be this way? Show me how you feel More than ever baby Well I don't want to be lonely no more I don't want to have to pay for this I don't want another lover at my door It's just another heartache on my list I don't wanna be angry no more You're the one who could never stand for this So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure I don't wanna be lonely anymore Ooooh Oooooh Oooooh Ooooh Now it's hard for me When my heart's still on the mend Open up to me Like you do your girlfriends And you sing to me And it's harmony Girl what you do to me is everything Let me say anything just to get you back again Why can't we just try? I don't want to be lonely no more I don't want to have to pay for this I don't want another lover at my door It's just another heartache on my list I don't wanna be angry no more You're the one who could never stand for this So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure I don't wanna be lonely anymore Ooooh Oooooh Oooooh Ooooh What if I was good to you? What if you were good to me? What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me? What if it was paradise? What if we were symphonies? What if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you? I don't want to be lonely no more I don't want to have to pay for this I don't want another lover at my door It's just another heartache on my list I don't wanna be angry no more You're the one who could never stand for this So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure I don't wanna be lonely any more Ooooh Oooooh Oooooh Ooooh I don't wanna be lonely any more I don't wanna be lonely no more I don't wanna be lonely no more I don't wanna be lonely any more Current Mood: crazy Current Music: Rob Thomas - Lonely No More

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February 14th, 2005

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